perubahan...

Changes that happening to me now…secare sedar mahupun tidak yg sukar untuk ku kawal
1)I don’t feel da pleasure of eating…since dad day…don’t relly know da reason but I can even live for more than 36 hrs without food, just skyjuice wheneva I feel hungry…
2)I like to sleep…sleep make me feel better…everything seem not happening n I feel like im in a new day everytime I wake up
3)I think my memory start to regain their ability…I can memories better now
4)I don’t know in what mood m I now????
5)I mis my family more but I don’t want to return becos im afraid that I will start to eat anyting again n for me it is not good.
6)Im comfortable being alone….doing my own thing…but stil wif my bestie i feel secure…luv u all so much ^_^…don’t know how m I going to keep on my life without your support.
7)N….i don’t feel im belong to selangar of kl…im better in kuantan n kemaman…make my vision clear ….somtimes I mis kemaman…da ikang n all frenz there though most of them r in kl now…wheneva som1 ask where m I from…I cant even respond to those kind of ques…just say my house in kajang…that’s all!

persoklan dlm hati...

i shouldn't mis som1 yg not even a second mis me...kan2...but how to control our own heart. im a straightforward person. say what is inside my heart...so whateva u heard me saying then that clearly what im thinking.
n i keep on thinking sukarnye memahami hati dah perasaan manusie. sungguh sukar dimengerti. ade yg x peduli...ader yg sensitif...n ader yg sensitip n wat2 x peduli. stil that adalah keindahan manusie. hanye tuhan yg mengetahui aper yg tersirat. n kte just manusie biase jekan.
n my future planning?...i seem mcm dah bertahun merancang n stil until now stil merancang...seolah tiade pengakhiran. just ade target but dont even know how to achieve that target. yela konon2 la kan (perancangan few years back),
24-grad degree n kje
26-kawen (harapnye ade jodohla)
27-1st child
28-master
29-2nd child
30-last child (2 atau 3 ckpla...n better b4 30 kan)
so from 30 to 35 mse tuk membesarkan anak sambil kje
35-target for phd :people start calling me doc
40-got own biz
~memg bgus gler la perancangan~
but dad just planing-follow selagi mampu
n stil stick nan perancangn nie...andai rezekiku dictu
...klu nak cte sume persoklan byk kut...so that all ye 4 now!

perubahan yg x mendadak kan...

suddenly my type of guy is changing...hahahahaha...~
le x klu nak yg ble drive nampak macho jew...rupe x menjadik persoklan
ble nan die i feel secure...hahahahahah*pehal yg aku merepek*
n i got new target in life...iphone...berangan dlula walaupom lambat agy klu nak dpt pom...xmo bebel2...nak ketawe n senyum puas2 dlm idup~kurangkan kontroversi n tingkatkan prestasi...hohohoho

Mgu yg memenatkan

Mgu lpas merupekan mgu yg sungguh penuh dgn criter suke dan duke. Hamper semgu ade je kerje yg kne settle…memg penat lah. Sepanjang senin duk dlm lab mengadap en2 tissue (hahahahhaha…make it sound menarik skit). Igtkan slase le jadik hari yg lebih bek tp malang memg x berbau…igtkan le settle hal mto…kuncinye plak larik ntah kemane…ADUYAI…dukla sepanjg mlm berhempas puas menyelongkar barg2 kat blik yg memg dah jadik tongkang bermgu2 (dasar pemalas la katekan J). Dah selongkar kne la kemas lak…so rabu menjadik harinye…ciap ditgur kemas brg macam nak blik ajer….hik3!...stil x de tande2 gak en kunci mampu dijumpai…runsingla sepanjg ri kamis…makan x kenyg (agaknye berpuluh gak bis…gare2 runsing punyer psl)…n beranikan dri inform ayah…HUH…sabo jela. Jummatnye plak duk cbuk nan en2 guard peg clamp…owg len elak mto kne clamp ni ciap peg jumpe plak guard2 “en le tolg clampkan mto x…kunci ilang”…hahahahahaha…nsib guard2 laki cni bek hati…WOW…sabtunye lebey baik dgn picnic di pancing…hepi glerr dpt berendam lme2 bersme enna, fad, anis, fana, sham, kak tim n minah. Owg kate jgn gembre lebey2 nnt duke yg dtg…nie kre x pe duke pasti gembre akan menyusul…ader btulnye kut...niway thanx tuk budak2 nie sebb memakseku…hik3. sabtunye menjadik hari terbaik ble merangkul tempat kedue tuk mahallah bowling tournament…hepi glerr mcm x percye n dlm mimpi.Pastu peg njoy sepanjg hri bersme kak tim n jiah…yg akhirnye disertai fad n anis…n kul 9 bru sampai UIA blik…hahahahaha…mgu yg panjg dah penuh nan warne warninye…senyuman je yg mampu diukir pabila mgu berakhir walaupun kepenatan